You're lying again
You say you don't but then you do
I'm trying again
To build a wall around your heart
Then break it through
To you
You make it happen

- "Lucky You" by The Lightning Seeds


we've all heard the rhyme in school but we continue to lie. The biggest liar must be myself, for lying to myself.

who can I blame? I'm the girl with too many questions. Hence the only way I can save my sanity is to lie to myself. I am the biggest liar. I wanna hide in my pillow and wait for my shadow to retreat. Bye bye, shadow. I'm afraid I cannot hold on to you any longer. I need to save my sanity. I need to believe in myself. I will mourn for you and cry in my sleep. When I wake up, I just want to play make-believe and think that the sunshine is here to stay.


those who have too many questions will need to start lying.